blog! blog!... I only run to you when I'm emotionally down... Today, I finally found the words I want to say it out but never could... I was chatting to YZ, and the following words just sorta tumbled out... YZ: whether things remain the same or become worse or become better....it depends on a few factors one of which is yurself Me: im so confused... im like waiting for something to happen Me: and i know it wun.. YZ: ahhh.... Me: things like Me: one fine day...my parents turned up and say to me.. "youre allowed to marry a muslim girl" Me: or walla! one day i woke up and found myself with darker skin and in a muslim home Me: OR... she woke up and found herself with brighter skin and in a chinese home Me: things like that never did happen.. never happen... never will in the future. YZ: ..... Me: ok apart from 1st one.. it might in the future YZ: exactly..... YZ: so make the best out of things Me: if i aged 50, and still a bachelor Kinda cheesy, but that is how horrid I feel
just a nobdy who is lost in life