Skip to main content

Hello Every1!!!

hAhahz... sURpRisE!!!

I'm back after a long, long, loooOOooong time. HAhaz.. It's January already... New school term already started way back in December... so boRing rights... haha. Anyway, I did well for the MST last sem, 4 As and 2 Bs... Anyway, as usual, I got not much to talk about.. -hAhaz-

Let's see, what can I tell you all. Life's been boring bah. It's getting really really repetitive... Monday - Friday schooling, and the starting time for each day is either 8am or 9am.. damn crappy eh... Then on Thursdays, there is always a 3 hour break before the Financial Management tutorial. During this break, I would always go to Snookerium with Phyo, Faisal and Vince to play pool. As for weekends, as usual la, MORE pool...

Oh yah... My social circle is really very small now... Wee and Yang already went into N.S... there's only a handful of guys who I would ask to go out now.. haha.. You guys here, jio me go out when your free perhaps? -Hahz- O yah... I'm looking for a girlfriend nowadays, if there are any interested applicants, please come and look for me yah? -LOL- I must be the only person crazy enough to say this on a Blog...

Hmmz, are there any of you out there willing to go exercise with me? I need to shed some excess -burden- off my body... haha. My BMI is a shocking 26... I need to lose about 6 KG to get back to acceptable BMI... It's not only for reducing the BMI bah, I'm also going to join NS soon, I'm beginning to be worried about my fitness, shld that day come. Sigh.

I also abit concerned at how easily I'm falling sick these days. It's like after eating abit of heaty stuff (Chips, fried stuff, or even peanut butter) then I can expect a sore throat le. It's so horrible to think that my body's tolerance level has dropped to such a poor state, considering the fact that I'm able to stand alot more last time. Gotta do something about it, but its always the case of the idea being there but not going about to execute it. -Sheesh- I'm self-contradicting myself here, hAhaz..

Finally, Final Year Project is almost upon my batch. I'm quite stunned at the manner my class is splitting up due to the Project groupings. People, whom others thought, are supposed to be together, didn't get together. Then there are the few slackers in the class whom nobody wants. I felt so helpless as a class rep... I can't solve the mess. Ended up, everyone's keeping quiet and pissed about the whole thing. I just hope things would sort themselves out, and the class would get back to their usual bubbly self.

As a whole, my life seems to be entering a very important phase. My teenage years are almost over, and it is starting to feel like HALF my life has gone. Where's the girlfriend that guys my age are supposed to have? What's my aim and ambition in life? Did i make the right step in signing on? How would I fare for my 3rd year? So many questions, yet so little answers. I really hope I could end up on the right side of things...

Sheesh... feeling slightly moody after typing all these.. shall leave this as it is now... Cya guys, and Take Care~! =D




Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Squeezing my brain juices....

H owdy everyone... I just removed the hit counters... its been giving me crosses for the past few weeks, I guess I just hafta do without it, so you people.. make some sounds... its kinda depressing looking at 0 comments all over my blog.. haha. Never mind.. think no one got anything to say about my posts. It seems that everytime I'm moody or had nothing to do, then I will reluctantly come here and give inputs. Hmm. Can anyone tell me how do you get over a person whom you like, but can almost never get? Hahaz... My thoughts are killing me (not that I have any suicidal thoughts), but its depressing me out. Went to Esplanade to kill time yesterday... took one photo of the CBD "skyscrapers"... Singapore is so boring you know... not much places to go... Daydreaming and idling all the time infront of this idiot box... I'm going crazy!~ Hahahz... Pathetic Gab, get a life... "I can't deny the way that I'm feeling... It's true." -- Craig Davids

Miserable.

BANG! Sunday Afternoon! And I'm at home typing this post! Just came back from lunch. Alone. Another typical moody day. Where's the spark in my life? I'm so far apart from those who are close to me that I don't even know where I belonged anymore. I just dawned upon another fantasy of mine, and that is... to stay at home 24/7! Haha. I dunwant to see anyone. I dunwant to go out. I dunwant to be bothered with school, projects and other stuffs. I just wanna be home, safe from the rain, problems, Sun, and just about everything else. I just dunno what else I could do to feel better. I'm refusing to leave the house since soccer outing yesterday. Friends asked me to go pool today, I turn down. Dad asked me to go for breakfast in the morning.. at first I said yes.. later I said "No, I need a rest". I just wanna be left alone, yet I want to be with somebody. I'm afraid I will go all bonkers. I feel like the homeless. Unwanted. Unloved. Despised. Maybe I just want...