GABBEH!!™

"6!" that bugger of a PTI exclaimed. With that, all my agony, all my despair, all my worries, all the pent up emotions down the drain! I FINALLY PASSED MY IPPT!!!!! Coupled it with my QM pass, i finally overcame the obstacles! HOORAY!

finally. A NEW PRINTER. *insert ANY emoticon* Now onto the digital camera im eyeing...

V-hive chair... $495... Feel Dumb... For lower back... Feel poorer...

In loving memory of BitBit (1997 - 2007) End of a phase of life... My pet bunny left for greener pastures the night before. So long, Bitbit. =] Am sorry was not able to be by your side during your final hours. Wherever you are now, I hope your happier than you were during the final days. You are no longer suffering at least. May someone else up there take better care of you. =]

QM and IPPT. The biggest obstacle that stands between me and total happiness onboard. Can I overcome it!? Sigh. Watch this space...

So. Its 10th of August. Just reached home from work. I spent the 8th and 9th nearer to a lighthouse than my home. All the pounding and rolling has probably gotten to me. See the happy faces of everyone celebrating on the teevee rubbed it in. Is this jealousy? Or is it immaturity? Oh well. Does it matter? rantsssssssssss.

F inally. I'm going 21. Here's the problem. Everyone else is turning 21. And everyones inviting everybody to their 21 yr old birthday parties. I doubt I will get to hold a party of my own. Oh well. That's actually part of the problem. I hate my job. It's eating into my social life, so much so I think I don't have one now. So far, I have missed my Cousin's wedding, a few of my secondary school friend's 21st birthday party, a few secondary sch friend's gathering such as festive season celebrations. Its down to the darn schedule. And I'm about to tell two more of my friend that I might not be able to go to their parties due to work. Ugh. I hardly have time for my belle too. All my weekend pool outings have dried up. Can someone tell me how to get my social life back? Or am I too resigned (perhaps, lazy?) to do anything about the harsh fact. It's a Sunday, and I only reached back home from work just in the afternoon. Tomorrow I'm going to wo...

Look in your eyes I see a new story, I can't deny my past ent perfect too, Singin, I'm not here to get false answers But just like you I got true questions too (yeah) I never wanna let you go, In ya eyes I can tell that is what we both know, I neva wanna see you cry, Or love so burn baby let it die, (Baby, Baby, Baby) [Chorus] I wanted you to go your way, I wanted me to go mine, I, sittin here thinking, Passing good time, I wanted you to go your way, I wanted me to go mine, I never thought you'd say, Baby goodbye Hearin your voice just makes me remember, All those times when we were nothing more than friends, I knew you, you knew me, and everything was plain to see, How did I let us get so deep? I never wanna let you go, In ya eyes I can tell that is what we both know, I neva wanna see you cry, Or love so burn baby let it die, (Baby, Baby, Baby) [Chorus] I wanted you to go your way, I wanted me to go mine, I, sittin here thinking, Passing good time, I wanted you to go your ...

I had an compulsion to pour out everything I felt at this moment in time. I am so sorry for spoiling your day yesterday. I given my explanation but I maybe didnt reveal my feelings too much. I truly adore you. I LOVE YOU. I remember worrying about you every single day when we are apart. I panic whenever you fail to reply my SMS-es immediately. When you were down, I felt my day went bad as well. When I am down, you did your best to raise my spirits, giving a shoulder for me to rest on. The times when we waited for each other to come home; come online; calls from each other... The times you held my hand and you said you wanna bring them home with you... I missed the walks we had down the river, the jogs we had down the beach, the books we read together in the libraries, the movies we watched together in the cinemas, the stroll in the parks, the clueless wandering of places where we didn't plan, the meals we had together, the time we spent looking into each other's eyes, the litt...

I'm going to Tuas tomorrow with mixed emotions but this song shall stand me in good stead... Bon Jovi - Welcome To Wherever You Are Maybe we're all different But we're still the same We all got the blood of Eden running through our veins I know sometimes it's hard for you to see You're caught between just who you are and who you want to be If you feel alone and lost and need a friend Remember every new beginning is some beginning's end Welcome to wherever you are This is your life; you made it this far Welcome, you got to believe That right here, right now you're exactly where you're supposed to be Welcome to wherever you are When everybody's in and you're left out And you feel you're drowning in the shadow of a doubt Everyone's a miracle in their own way Just listen to yourself, not what other people say When it seems you're lost, alone and feelin' down Remember, everybody's different; just take a look around Welcome to where...

Y o yo yo , check it out! Gabbeh's back in business! New template albeit a default one to start the blogging season off again. It's almost 5 months since the year 2k7 started and well, I was free enough to come here and say something. It's almost a year since I got enlisted (and also, blogged). And boy, has the year being a mixture of joy and sorrow. Gone were the days where I get stuck at home for hours during weekdays, I now only have the luxury of weekends at home. Soon-to-be.. irregular days at home. Met alot of people while in service. All kinds of people. My cloudy future seems alittle more clearer now and I'm thankful for that. Gonna post out of IMOS soon, so probably feeling rather worried about what's next. But if I am forced to speak the truth, I would say I feel confident of handling whatever that comes my way when I'm going for O.J.T. Family-wise, it's much calmer nowadays, except for the odd argument that happens every bi-monthly (most of the ti...