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the year of the 21...

Finally.

I'm going 21.

Here's the problem. Everyone else is turning 21. And everyones inviting everybody to their 21 yr old birthday parties. I doubt I will get to hold a party of my own. Oh well.

That's actually part of the problem.

I hate my job.

It's eating into my social life, so much so I think I don't have one now.
So far, I have missed my Cousin's wedding, a few of my secondary school friend's 21st birthday party, a few secondary sch friend's gathering such as festive season celebrations. Its down to the darn schedule. And I'm about to tell two more of my friend that I might not be able to go to their parties due to work.

Ugh.

I hardly have time for my belle too. All my weekend pool outings have dried up.

Can someone tell me how to get my social life back? Or am I too resigned (perhaps, lazy?) to do anything about the harsh fact.

It's a Sunday, and I only reached back home from work just in the afternoon. Tomorrow I'm going to work again. Any more jobs that offer such routines? I like to get to know them.

Adios.

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