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Not feeling too good..

Back after a really long time... at a time when I feel slightly detached from the rest of the world (maybe its just that I didnt leave house for slightly over 1 day)...

The year 2009 have been better than 2008... career-wise, relationship-wise... however, I feel that I grown apart from my old friends, and not so prompt at making new 1s. =\ It's this overpowering feeling that got me to turn to this fairly old blog of mine. It's a good thing Blogger doesn't remove any blogs, if not I would not have this little space of mine on the net after so long..

Let's recap..
It's my 3rd year of service in the Navy, and I felt I have came a long way. I grown into my role onboard the Ship, gaining respect from top and peers alike with the way I have gone about doing my work and asserting my presence, on a personal note, I felt it was an achievement. But I still don't feel the urge to stay on once my contract has ended. I feel that I'm still restricted in certain aspects of my life by the fact that I'm in the Navy. It's been a good time onboard Brave, but perhaps I'm looking for a different environment/ship and a new challenge.

It's my 4th year with Darling, on a personal level, I felt that it's been a breakthrough year. Both of us have meet each other's parents and felt at ease if not comfortable (hopefully, that will improve over time, and I hope -you- feel the same way too.)

I continue to support my favourite soccer club , Arsenal FC without fail, a new Fabregas jersey and a Arsenal beanie, adding to my collection..

And recently, I re-ignited my passion for Pool, and with the comeback of virtual pool 3 on my PC, anything is possible! haha. crap. Other hobbies include, playing Left4Dead at LAN shops with my friends.. so anybody interested can ask me go all these stuffs ok? haha.

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