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2nd Blog...

It's been in my mind for quite some time, -yiKez- my social circle is getting smaller! Looking at the address book list in my phone nowadays, there's only a handful of people i would -dare- to ask to go out... Am I that anti-social? I really hope I'm not but it's hard to believe in that when you are in my shoes...

Sometimes i wondered, had i went to JC, would my social circle be as pathetic as now? Don't get me wrong, Poly is not exactly bad by any means... just that being in JC, there's more chance of mingling with people (e.g. those people in the next classroom), being in Poly is like, you will only know people from your buddy class, and not anymore other than that, unless you're very -OuTsTaNdInG- (in whatever sense you can think of)...

Where are all my old friends? I hope I would be able to catch up with them sometime... and not be feeling so isolated as i feel now.

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Liz said…
hey gabby..do you ever know there's a carpet shop in town (en route to PS from Orchard) called Gabbeh?? hehehe. just so you'd know...it reminds me of you, you know..hehehe. Gabby Gabbeh..nice. ;)

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