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Another listless day.

I made it to school on time today. Didn't rush at all even though I left house at 7.30 sharp. Took a different route though. Took the bus behind my block and stopped outside Central and took the train to school. Maybe I should do that everyday. Its a chore walking all the way to the bus stop that has 106, only to squeeze on the bus and stand all the way. Perhaps I'm just plain lazy.

School went relatively smoothly today, though during the break, I, Naelin and Jit & Co went Queensway to help Guru shop for a pair of street soccer boots. After school, the whole big gang of us just bundled ourselves into Raj house to watch a Hindu movie! Haha. Chips, Soft Drinks and Vodka were all around. I took a sip of Vodka + Sprite combined and immediately felt the heat building up inside. Stopped almost instantly. Was feeling so worried about my whole face going red, as someone else has already done so.

Came home at around 7+. Sat in front of the comp until now. Played FM and got the EURO Cup! Haha. After that I just quit the game and just daze until now. Thoughts inevitably flowed into my mind again. I wish I could put something like a bottleneck around my mind... stop it from processing so much. Making me all moody... Haha. Reminds of the Code Red's song "What Good Is A Heart"... just that now in this case, it is "What Good Is A Mind"? lol. I'm crap.

Just typed "short inspirational stories" into Google out of the blue and to my surprise, quite a number of results immediately sprung up. I'm gonna put one of them in my links page later. Found several interesting short stories that you ppl might/might not have seen before.

I dunno why I still managed to blabber so much when I feel that I have nothing to say, haha. Ok la, really nothing to say le, thats all folks.

"Resigned to reality. I have stopped dead in my tracks. I think I found myself struck off your list."

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