GABBEH!!™

"6!" that bugger of a PTI exclaimed. With that, all my agony, all my despair, all my worries, all the pent up emotions down the drain! I FINALLY PASSED MY IPPT!!!!! Coupled it with my QM pass, i finally overcame the obstacles! HOORAY!

finally. A NEW PRINTER. *insert ANY emoticon* Now onto the digital camera im eyeing...

V-hive chair... $495... Feel Dumb... For lower back... Feel poorer...

In loving memory of BitBit (1997 - 2007) End of a phase of life... My pet bunny left for greener pastures the night before. So long, Bitbit. =] Am sorry was not able to be by your side during your final hours. Wherever you are now, I hope your happier than you were during the final days. You are no longer suffering at least. May someone else up there take better care of you. =]

QM and IPPT. The biggest obstacle that stands between me and total happiness onboard. Can I overcome it!? Sigh. Watch this space...

So. Its 10th of August. Just reached home from work. I spent the 8th and 9th nearer to a lighthouse than my home. All the pounding and rolling has probably gotten to me. See the happy faces of everyone celebrating on the teevee rubbed it in. Is this jealousy? Or is it immaturity? Oh well. Does it matter? rantsssssssssss.

F inally. I'm going 21. Here's the problem. Everyone else is turning 21. And everyones inviting everybody to their 21 yr old birthday parties. I doubt I will get to hold a party of my own. Oh well. That's actually part of the problem. I hate my job. It's eating into my social life, so much so I think I don't have one now. So far, I have missed my Cousin's wedding, a few of my secondary school friend's 21st birthday party, a few secondary sch friend's gathering such as festive season celebrations. Its down to the darn schedule. And I'm about to tell two more of my friend that I might not be able to go to their parties due to work. Ugh. I hardly have time for my belle too. All my weekend pool outings have dried up. Can someone tell me how to get my social life back? Or am I too resigned (perhaps, lazy?) to do anything about the harsh fact. It's a Sunday, and I only reached back home from work just in the afternoon. Tomorrow I'm going to wo...

Look in your eyes I see a new story, I can't deny my past ent perfect too, Singin, I'm not here to get false answers But just like you I got true questions too (yeah) I never wanna let you go, In ya eyes I can tell that is what we both know, I neva wanna see you cry, Or love so burn baby let it die, (Baby, Baby, Baby) [Chorus] I wanted you to go your way, I wanted me to go mine, I, sittin here thinking, Passing good time, I wanted you to go your way, I wanted me to go mine, I never thought you'd say, Baby goodbye Hearin your voice just makes me remember, All those times when we were nothing more than friends, I knew you, you knew me, and everything was plain to see, How did I let us get so deep? I never wanna let you go, In ya eyes I can tell that is what we both know, I neva wanna see you cry, Or love so burn baby let it die, (Baby, Baby, Baby) [Chorus] I wanted you to go your way, I wanted me to go mine, I, sittin here thinking, Passing good time, I wanted you to go your ...

I had an compulsion to pour out everything I felt at this moment in time. I am so sorry for spoiling your day yesterday. I given my explanation but I maybe didnt reveal my feelings too much. I truly adore you. I LOVE YOU. I remember worrying about you every single day when we are apart. I panic whenever you fail to reply my SMS-es immediately. When you were down, I felt my day went bad as well. When I am down, you did your best to raise my spirits, giving a shoulder for me to rest on. The times when we waited for each other to come home; come online; calls from each other... The times you held my hand and you said you wanna bring them home with you... I missed the walks we had down the river, the jogs we had down the beach, the books we read together in the libraries, the movies we watched together in the cinemas, the stroll in the parks, the clueless wandering of places where we didn't plan, the meals we had together, the time we spent looking into each other's eyes, the litt...

I'm going to Tuas tomorrow with mixed emotions but this song shall stand me in good stead... Bon Jovi - Welcome To Wherever You Are Maybe we're all different But we're still the same We all got the blood of Eden running through our veins I know sometimes it's hard for you to see You're caught between just who you are and who you want to be If you feel alone and lost and need a friend Remember every new beginning is some beginning's end Welcome to wherever you are This is your life; you made it this far Welcome, you got to believe That right here, right now you're exactly where you're supposed to be Welcome to wherever you are When everybody's in and you're left out And you feel you're drowning in the shadow of a doubt Everyone's a miracle in their own way Just listen to yourself, not what other people say When it seems you're lost, alone and feelin' down Remember, everybody's different; just take a look around Welcome to where...

Y o yo yo , check it out! Gabbeh's back in business! New template albeit a default one to start the blogging season off again. It's almost 5 months since the year 2k7 started and well, I was free enough to come here and say something. It's almost a year since I got enlisted (and also, blogged). And boy, has the year being a mixture of joy and sorrow. Gone were the days where I get stuck at home for hours during weekdays, I now only have the luxury of weekends at home. Soon-to-be.. irregular days at home. Met alot of people while in service. All kinds of people. My cloudy future seems alittle more clearer now and I'm thankful for that. Gonna post out of IMOS soon, so probably feeling rather worried about what's next. But if I am forced to speak the truth, I would say I feel confident of handling whatever that comes my way when I'm going for O.J.T. Family-wise, it's much calmer nowadays, except for the odd argument that happens every bi-monthly (most of the ti...

DISCLAIMER: This is a long winded RANT . I am F-R-U-S-T-R-A-T-E-D and M-O-O-D-Y! Argh. Just came back from a 4 days trip to KL with Bert, Yanzhi and JD. Bought my first ever cue. No brand except for a triangle at the butt base, and a grey cue case with a 9ball logo as its brand. Saturday night, down with fever. Sore throat, felt pain in the cheek. Suspected gum infection + wisdom tooth causing unneccessary pain. Sunday, sore throat became inflammatory after a series of profuse coughing, and more pain in the cheek. Blood in phlegm. Monday, inflammed throat + inflammed gum, cant chew, speak, eat, drink properly. Tuesday, back to sore throat. Went to Century for the first time since my return, with my new cue and cue case happily. Night was spoilt when i discovered my cue was bent. By impact or by warpage was not immediately clear, but my mood was destroyed. Lent the stick to Brian and saw him breaking with it, my first immediate reaction is to blame him but I calmed down after some wh...

Need I say more? My beloved Gunners survived the expected onslaught from an overzealous (and at times, cheating) Villarreal side after Kolo Kolo has given us the precious 1 goal lead from the first leg at Highbury. To be honest, the 2nd leg wasn't really the spectacle it was hyped up to be, up till the final 2 minutes when it suddenly exploded in controversial circumstances. The darn Jose M... (not Mourinho but Mari, but both are equally shite!) went down in the penalty box after a slight nudge from our young left back, Clichy. It was the worst ever possible feeling I ever got from a soccer match. It's worse than the Wayne Bridge winner at Highbury in the quarter finals 2 years ago... I mean, whats up with the Ref.. 2 minutes to go before someone reached the Final, and he have to come out and grab the limelight!?! So it was the Argentine wizard, schemer, football aristocrat, Riquelme VS Lehmann, the German Psycho , with a penchant of screwing things up at the most awkward of ...

Yeay! It's me again. Finally POLY is over!!! *whistles* WEEEeeeeweeEET*! Just had my last paper yesterday. Boy, this sem my grades are probably gonna be D,C,C,C. Never got a C before in the first 2 1/2 years and now... everything becomes a C! x.x My previous post... I currently dun have the mood to follow up on it so probably gotta wait alittle while more before I get warmed up to the idea again. Hmm, it was dated Jan 18 *shocked* oops... I neglected this blog of mine again. Let me see what I can update here. February... First ever Valentines' Day passed with me being attached. Wahaha! What a crappy achievement. Pardon me Darling *hee*. She gave me a RW disc, and I didn't really get her a prezzie. =x I had my first NAPFA test in 3 years. Needless to say, my meagre preparation was nowhere enough for the test itself. Wahaha. Held on a rainy day, first station go for Chin Ups already. I just looked at the tester... "Alright, just put a big fat 0 there" -LOL- Startin...

Ever had times when you just felt like saying to someone or something up there that goes like "Bring me back in time, back to the very day when I was born... and give me the chance to re-live my life again!" Nothing to do, just felt like listing down the significant milestone of my lengthy yet next-to-nothing life. Alright, here goes, without much consideration of how accurate the data is going to be: 1986 I was born in K.K Hosp. Year of the Tiger. Lesser babies than usual this particular year cos everyone believes that children born in the year of the Tiger would be much more volatile commpared to babies born in other years. Hmm. Makes you wonder, shouldn't dragon be worse than tiger? And yet ppl rush to bear a child in Dragon's years... Couldn't remember much about this particular year. Too young. Weighed 3.3kg. Pretty heavy (and the trend will go on. lmao) 1987 Again, nothing in memory about this particular year. Probably a baby just lazing around all the time...

First day of 2006! I should have alot to say. Haha. A little update on what's upcoming in my life now these days. Alright, let's start with school! Ok, I'm already well into my 2 weeks (1 E-learning, 1 study break) of holidays, in fact, the exams are gonna start in 2 more days! *gasp* Haha. I feel so unprepared. This should not be the case! But too bad la, I seemed to get infected with the Civilization 4 craze along with my classmate. Been playing the game till 3, 4 am in the wee hours of the morning for the past few days. After the exam week, I gotta head back to base to declare some indebtedness form to the guys in the Sea. Following which I will put all my energy into finishing up my FYP. I should have another week of break coming up when the SPINNOVEX comes along in January. Following which, there will be Chinese New Year AND GGG's Bday (Happy Birthday in advance, Darling! ^_^) Febuary would bring me to the moment which I feared the most since I entered Poly... the ...

Went jogging today... Halfway, cannot make it alrdy. Start, stop, start, stop. Damn unfit sia. Then halfway reached Rail-Mall.. then went in the Cold Storage and came out with 1 bottle of mango flavored Snapple and 1 packet of Ruffles. Then sat down with Lin by the drain and watch the traffic and the sky while munching the Ruffles and finishing up the drink, somewhat like some fricking beggars by the side of the road. Damn slack la, Chin ups are still hopeless for me.. moving on to other stuffs.... "right... right... right... WRONG!" Ever had that happening? Haha. You do something, or say something... that appears so correct, so well planned.. then all of a sudden on the last stretch, something/someone shouted out, WRONG!!! *Screeeeechhhhes* I'm too sensitive... ahh. Help. Help in-sensitize me... I'm too immature... help me mature! Haha. I think I'm going nuts. I tried too hard sometimes... but please put up with me. =] I wish I could be perfect... but nah, I cou...

Missed yet another lecture. Ahhh, what's happening to me? 9+ to 5+ in the project lab. Woo-la-la... I'm trying to wrap up the programming of the FYP in 1 single day! (Is that right? Haha.) Feeling rather braindead now... though I still harbour hopes of finishing up the programming today, but it seems abit too far for me right now. Nevertheless, I shall try! Never give up, Never surrender! Haha. Saw MX on my way home... she looked kinda different with long hair... Haha. Managed to catch a glance and picked up my courage and waved a Hello at her. Finally, not avoiding anymore, well done, Gab! Haha. I'm such a loser... alright la, thats all folks! "I put my trust in you, no matter what..."

Hello people... I dunno how to put this across as I dunwant too many people to know what happened. So I will just say I'm extremely happy with things in my life nowadays. I'm going about everyday thinking that I'm living a dream... Haha... but I was just told by someone that it wasn't a dream! So... haha, to that someone, thank you! "Discovery of the day: I speak incoherently when I'm extremely happy."