Its my Birthday in 5 days, but I have alot on my mind...

I have left the Navy after 6 years.

Joined STE, and STILL in TNB.

I'm getting the BTO flat in 1 1/2 years time.

I'm getting married.... hopefully in the same period.

and I'm worried about finances.

I have made some right decisions and some very wrong decisions in my life. Most of the latter decisions are pretty recent.

I want to set the record straight.

From now on, I will strive and ONLY make right decisions in my life.

I want to live my life and everyone else in my life to live off the right decisions that I made.

Can't disappoint others due to my own failings

End

"As I grow older, the more we have to abide by life's rules, and came to the realisation that I am just another lab rat participating in the rat race just like everyone else."

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Squeezing my brain juices....

H owdy everyone... I just removed the hit counters... its been giving me crosses for the past few weeks, I guess I just hafta do without it, so you people.. make some sounds... its kinda depressing looking at 0 comments all over my blog.. haha. Never mind.. think no one got anything to say about my posts. It seems that everytime I'm moody or had nothing to do, then I will reluctantly come here and give inputs. Hmm. Can anyone tell me how do you get over a person whom you like, but can almost never get? Hahaz... My thoughts are killing me (not that I have any suicidal thoughts), but its depressing me out. Went to Esplanade to kill time yesterday... took one photo of the CBD "skyscrapers"... Singapore is so boring you know... not much places to go... Daydreaming and idling all the time infront of this idiot box... I'm going crazy!~ Hahahz... Pathetic Gab, get a life... "I can't deny the way that I'm feeling... It's true." -- Craig Davids

another quarrel...

it's slowly becoming a daily affair... this pesky idiot... normally would fetch mum back from work, and usually after quarrels, would felt that it is inappropriate to fetch her back from work... Today i just got exceptionally worked up... normally i would have gritted my teeth and kept quiet. Well... Not today. I questioned his decision, in which he came in with his now-usual words in quarreling. Money. Mum and I never helped him, and when he 'was rich' (it was a one-off) , he paid $1000 to help Mum get a Rolex... ($1000 is just 1/5 of the price of a Rolex, mind you) ... kept reminding me of the fact, asif I never paid $1000 alongside him. I spent $1000 TOO. And no one ever heard me mentioning it as much as him. It's horrible. Then everyday keep dwelling on the 300 bucks he gave Mum as monthly groceries & essential items. HELLO? Yes, you DID gave the money, but you just took the rest of your pay and dump it at the racecourse. FAILED to settle the bills, an

Thoughts...

Another restless day. Another day spent in loneliness. Another day of wild imagination. Can I just not be Myself for a day? It's been hard. What is this? Heard you ain't got a girlfriend. Yea. So? When are you getting one? I wished I knew the answer. That is sad. I'm getting desperate. Trouble is, I'm letting the whole world know about it. Haha. Foolish thoughts stashed in my brain all day, just like the dollar bills neatly arranged in those briefcases we see in the movies. Question: Do you like being Single? Answer: Yea, I do. -BUT- I rather come in a pair. 2 heads are better than 1. Take my brain out from my skull now, its most probably fried. I can't think of anything else. I can't concentrate. I'm just reading books furiously, seeking refuge in another world, cos I am so afraid to face reality. Looking at the time I spent on books each day, you would have thought I ate books for lunch for the past 19 years of my life. Whatever that's up there... I

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