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I borrowed materials from Yx... haha... *ahem* lol. Okay.. I went to do yet another Personality Disorder test... and I seriously think the results below are rather disturbing... I din receive any High rating for anything, but still "Moderate" for almost everything is quite bad alrdy. Haha, you guys take the test and see how? LoL.. Another boring post done! =) Disorder Rating Paranoid Personality Disorder : Moderate Schizoid Personality Disorder : Moderate Schizotypal Personality Disorder : Moderate Antisocial Personality Disorder : Moderate Borderline Personality Disorder : Low Histrionic Personality Disorder : Moderate Narcissistic Personality Disorder : Moderate Avoidant Personality Disorder : Moderate Dependent Personality Disorder : Moderate Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder : Moderate -- Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Info --

In the midst of my examination period... My birthday came! Yeayy.. how happy. duh. This year was just like any other year. One dinner with parents, and 1 cake. 1 Wallet as prezzie, and yup, thats about it. Gab... why do u hafta whine even on your birthday? wahaha. Okay...i shall move on to what my post title is about... I received 12 wishes from the 20th till the 22nd... I shall try and recall them in a chronicle way... On the 20th, I received wishes from Shaz and Nora online... then next up are Mum and Dad... during the dinner, then we went to buy the Cake and the cake shop uncle was just being nice, he wished me too. Thats 4 on the 20th. On the 21st, first thing i woke up to... was Dee's sms. Afterwhich, I went out to study... while on my way there, the 2 ladies from Habbo sms me seperately, Jas and Star, thanks. Then on my way back, Liz sms-ed me one of the crappiest ever wishes I ever received (that was, until i saw Wee Leong's). As the night went on, T.V. msged me online ...

Left 1 project , 2 reports to go! Exams coming up the next 2 weeks! Wish me luck! "and YOU! Be happy yah? Guess you'll never know whose suffering along with you when you're down."

Schoolyard Bully You are 28% Rational, 57% Extroverted, 57% Brutal, and 42% Arrogant. You are the Schoolyard Bully! You focus more on feelings than rationality, and thus tend to be driven by your emotions. You are probably easy to anger or annoy, for instance. You are also an extrovert who wouldn't mind having a lot of attention, although you may not always get it. Another character trait you possess is your brutality, manifested by the fact that you tend to be aggressive and do not care about the well-being of others. Also, you exhibit signs of humility, leading one to conlude that you are actually insecure, because very few people are truly humble AND brutal. Thus, like any schoolyard bully, you seek constant attention for yourself and have no issues with administering beatings because you are quite emotional and easy to upset. Not only that, but your insecurity may be a prime motivation for your brutality. As psychologists have noted, most schoolyard bullies only pick on other...

Reports are boring the hell outta me! Wish I could get away from reality... Wee Just felt like posting this song onto the blog... its something that I would like to loosely translate. (I shall give a special mention to a good friend, TV, for sending me this song, and THEN provided me with the lyrics upon my request... even if there's a few mistakes here and there. Would like to express my gratitude to him for saving my ass on alot of occasions throughout my years in Poly. Always remain as friends yah? Tell me if you ever read this =] ) Try changing the codings for this page if you can't read the chinese characters. If you really wanna read the chinese lyrics, drop me a message, I would printscreen specially for you. Haha. Asif anybody needs it. Alright, here goes nothing! 我想听你说 by 蔡淳佳 I wanna hear you say by Joi Chua 喜欢到底怎么说 你用微笑来问我 假如你要靠近我 别让空气太沉默 "How do you express ur feelings to the one that you adore?" You asked me with a smile If you wanna get closer to me Don...

blog! I'm here again. This time I'm typing this when I'm supposed to be in school. I skipped classes! =O Nothing new laa... I always skip sch nowadays. What's wrong with me? I never felt so lazy during all my time in Poly until now. Ever felt like not going out of the house at all when you woke up? It's somewhat like you ain't got the energy to welcome the day into your system. Well, that's what happened. All the reports and stuff seems to take alot out of me. Suddenly i dun feel that adept at handling pressure anymore. (Was I ever adept at it? lol.) Do alittle bit of things then start to complain. That's me nowadays. I can't think... I can't summon energy to drag myself out of this chair and start changing for school. Someone dump me in the washing machine and wake me up please. Put me on a knife and cut me into half. Put me into the mixer and grind me to the very basic composite of me. Okay, I made myself sound like a Onion. Gee. Gotta stop. G...

blog! blog!... I only run to you when I'm emotionally down... Today, I finally found the words I want to say it out but never could... I was chatting to YZ, and the following words just sorta tumbled out... YZ: whether things remain the same or become worse or become better....it depends on a few factors one of which is yurself Me: im so confused... im like waiting for something to happen Me: and i know it wun.. YZ: ahhh.... Me: things like Me: one fine day...my parents turned up and say to me.. "youre allowed to marry a muslim girl" Me: or walla! one day i woke up and found myself with darker skin and in a muslim home Me: OR... she woke up and found herself with brighter skin and in a chinese home Me: things like that never did happen.. never happen... never will in the future. YZ: ..... Me: ok apart from 1st one.. it might in the future YZ: exactly..... YZ: so make the best out of things Me: if i aged 50, and still a bachelor Kinda cheesy, but that is how horrid I feel ...

H ello people.. back here in the middle of the night at around 2am... some 11 hours before school starts at 1pm.. heheh.. Surprised to see a gush of comments following my last post, really... din expect some of you guys to actually read it. ( And yea Carine, pleasantly surprised =D ) *tap tap tap* hmmm.. let's get back down to blogging business eh... Well, its officially the day my 3rd year in poly starts... Most of my ex classmates have already started their sch term today, and yet I din go sch today... no classes every Monday.. woo. No more Monday Sucks for me... heh. Got into the CST (Computer Systems Technology) specialization... Guess you guys could call me up whenever you got problems with your PCs. Just browsed through my Recommended Textbks under the module... it's basically hardware, and repairing, upgrading etc. Finally, one of my childhood dreams is about to be realised... I can officially be classified as a Computer "Expert"! YAY...haha I'm so duh... U...

H owdy everyone... I just removed the hit counters... its been giving me crosses for the past few weeks, I guess I just hafta do without it, so you people.. make some sounds... its kinda depressing looking at 0 comments all over my blog.. haha. Never mind.. think no one got anything to say about my posts. It seems that everytime I'm moody or had nothing to do, then I will reluctantly come here and give inputs. Hmm. Can anyone tell me how do you get over a person whom you like, but can almost never get? Hahaz... My thoughts are killing me (not that I have any suicidal thoughts), but its depressing me out. Went to Esplanade to kill time yesterday... took one photo of the CBD "skyscrapers"... Singapore is so boring you know... not much places to go... Daydreaming and idling all the time infront of this idiot box... I'm going crazy!~ Hahahz... Pathetic Gab, get a life... "I can't deny the way that I'm feeling... It's true." -- Craig Davids

Hello everyone!~ Its been a while since I last posted anything at all on this blog. Well..for starters, I just figured out how to post images onto the blog using BloggerBot.. *pops champagne*... duh... Okay okay... let's see what I have with me on my mind today... First of all, it's the freaking School Holidays.... yay... and I'm rotting at home 24/7 until 30th May... *frantically praying for that date to come quickly* Haha.. exams over, now waiting for the young ones (secondary school) to finish their exams, so I can have company on Habbo~! Haha.. im sooo childish. Exams results came out a few days ago, I must say I'm not very happy with my results, but my Maths gave me a big, big surprise... (Just like when Senegal won France 1-0 in the World Cup 2002 opener) I scored a A!~ haha... but other modules to disappoint me are mainly CA and ACS... =\ Moving on, I started going for Driving Theory lessons... I picked Auto Transmission... but did i make the wrong choice? Haha....

That's me in lecture.... smiling like a bloody idiot.. lolz 

Hey people.. Feeling quite bored at home , so popped in to increase the number of posts. Yet again, its been a long time since I last blogged. (Dating back to January 16th i believe...). Apologies, as usual -hee- So...let's see.. what have I gotta say this time round. Alright. First an update on my life. The mid semester test whizzed by without much problems. I finished my maths tutorials for the first time in my poly life, I more or less understood what all the modules were talking abt (albeit after some last minute studies in the week before the Exams...). Considering the fact that this time, the study week before the exam, is actually the Chinese New Year period. I must consider myself to be exceptionally lucky to come out of the week without any illness from eating all those goodies, and managing to avoid scoring under 70 for all the papers =D. *heez* Talking about the Chinese New Year, it was such a bore compared to those times in the past. I don't feel any excitement bui...

hAhahz... sURpRisE!!! I'm back after a long, long, loooOOooong time. HAhaz.. It's January already... New school term already started way back in December... so boRing rights... haha. Anyway, I did well for the MST last sem, 4 As and 2 Bs... Anyway, as usual, I got not much to talk about.. -hAhaz- Let's see, what can I tell you all. Life's been boring bah. It's getting really really repetitive... Monday - Friday schooling, and the starting time for each day is either 8am or 9am.. damn crappy eh... Then on Thursdays, there is always a 3 hour break before the Financial Management tutorial. During this break, I would always go to Snookerium with Phyo, Faisal and Vince to play pool. As for weekends, as usual la, MORE pool... Oh yah... My social circle is really very small now... Wee and Yang already went into N.S... there's only a handful of guys who I would ask to go out now.. haha.. You guys here, jio me go out when your free perhaps? -Hahz- O yah... I...

it's slowly becoming a daily affair... this pesky idiot... normally would fetch mum back from work, and usually after quarrels, would felt that it is inappropriate to fetch her back from work... Today i just got exceptionally worked up... normally i would have gritted my teeth and kept quiet. Well... Not today. I questioned his decision, in which he came in with his now-usual words in quarreling. Money. Mum and I never helped him, and when he 'was rich' (it was a one-off) , he paid $1000 to help Mum get a Rolex... ($1000 is just 1/5 of the price of a Rolex, mind you) ... kept reminding me of the fact, asif I never paid $1000 alongside him. I spent $1000 TOO. And no one ever heard me mentioning it as much as him. It's horrible. Then everyday keep dwelling on the 300 bucks he gave Mum as monthly groceries & essential items. HELLO? Yes, you DID gave the money, but you just took the rest of your pay and dump it at the racecourse. FAILED to settle the bills, an...

After a long layoff... I'm finally back... but this time I got a whole new chunk of complaints to file... I'm typing this while fighting back tears welling in my eyes... So, I'm finally 18, but nothing else changes. Dad's still a persistent die-hard gambler, and whole family's still trying to make ends meet. 3 months of bills, SCV, elec & water, SingTel, SingNet... all unpaid... it's not the first time... Today SCV cuts off tranmission to my tv... back to those free-to-air channels for a while at least... Kinda expecting the rest of the essentials stuff to be cut off one by one... Mum got Dad to go over to Aunt's house to try ang get her to 'talk sense' into him... However, unfortunately (for me & Mum), it didnt have the desired results... Aunt decided to help him CLEAR THE BILLS. WTF!?! I mean, here you are, trying to help talk some sense into Dad, and instead of reprimanding him, you gone ahead to help him. Never mind abt that.... ...

Hullo everyone... and first of all... a belated "Happy National Day, Singapore!" Ok, with that out of the way, I can start crapping on this blog again. Let's see... A few more weeks to the first exam period of the new school term... already I'm feeling the stress of it already. So far, I have not really done any real studying on the 4 subjects that I will be tested on... Confidence or just plain lazy? I guess it's the latter. -heh- I didn't go to school today... another fine example of my laziness, I woke up at 9.30am... took a look at the clock, and went to sleep again, despite the fact that my lessons start at 10am. Haha...and eventually I decided to skip the day altogether. ( Lazy...lazy...lazy...ZzzzZz) Anyone watched the National Day parade on Monday? Tell me about it if you could =D. I missed it. Was out watching Collateral at West Mall... Crap show if you ask me, the whole 2 hour show was just about 1 long night, during which a murderer goe...

H ello everyone...   I guess I'm inept at maintaining a blog...so I guess all of you out there need not check back here very often. I will update this when I really have something to say... Too many times I been here to type in a new post, and too many time I deleted everything i typed and log out without posting anything... so here I am... posting up occasionally...   Ok...quick update...   2 weeks into the new school term... Nothing changed... Everyone still roughly the same, except for changes in appearance..(Notably Norezan and Jason) Anyway, got quite a number of female lecturers for this semester, a refreshing change from last year... but nothing to cheer about really... they aren't that nice anyway. Oh yah...Mass lecture... very different from what I expected it to be, to be honest... Those nasty "timetable schedule-er" assigned one of the oldest lecture theatre for my class... one that doesn't have any aircon controls!! (I bet they...

S orry people... didnt update for the whole WEEK ... heez. Was too tired by the time I reach home in the evening, and spent the whole night sleeping away for most of the week. Anyway, was busy with the F.O.P, everyday woke up at 6.30am, reach school by 8am, and events just start rolling one by one, non-stop. On the first day of F.O.P, I was deployed at the entrance of the Convention centre, ushering the Freshies in. I was appalled by the sheer number of newbies coming in and searching for their classes on the noticeboards. Each of them has the -hope- of coming to poly to have a good time on their faces... Not much trouble ushering the thousand freshies into the Hall, with the exception of several blur-looking guys. Not much good looking females either, following the trend of EEE... (the only ones being those from other schools, whom "stumbled" towards the Convention Centre by accident...haha) The rest of the first day was dedicated to guiding my assigned class on a Cam...

G eez... failed to update since tuesday... just thought it's time to submit another piece on my boring life... Anyway, the day started early, literally, got outta bed at around 7.30am, and managed to reach school's Concourse building just in time at 9am. Qn : Reason why I'm there so early during the holidays? Ans: Freshmen Orientation Rehearsal ... It's basically a walkthrough on how to get the Freshmens together in small groups for a ice-breaking session and leading them through workshops, and on the Campus tour. We Class Reps went through the workshop programmes ourselves, with the lecturer watching us throughout. To be honest, it was a bore. Most of us have been through all these activities, and asking us to go through it again is like -DUH-... Everything was the same, just that this time we are the facilitators instead of being those who were being facilitated... The things that's on my mind since today's rehearsal are Mr Chee's word...

H ad my steamboat dinner last night with old friends... All of them still as fun and as crappy as they were during secondary school... Desmond, in particular, looks to be having a lot of fun in Ngee Ann Poly (kinda regretted not going there, heh), cheeks grown pink due to constant fun in the Sun, and I had a chat with him about school life and found out that his life in poly is much more better than mine... (sigh~) Anyway... back to the dinner, I reached Marina at about 6+ (some 15 minutes after the meeting time) with Bert, Wee and Lee Yi. True to customary 07 slackers custom, there were quite a few others who came later than my group, but everyone had no qualms about waiting for them at the hot and stuffy Marina Bay station. Finally everyone arrived and we set off towards the bus stop, and even before we reach it, we were coerced into a minivan and set off for the steamboat 'restaurant'... (Bad choice if you asked me, was expecting something nicer like the Ma La steambo...